如果我可以聽話一點, 爸爸可能會疼我多一點.
如果我可以勤力一點, 媽媽可能會錫我多一點.
如果我可以漂亮一點, 弟弟可能會喜歡我多一點.
如果我可以時尚一點, 妹妹可能會喜歡和我一起多一點.
如果我可以溫柔一點, 我愛的那個他可能會留在我身邊久一點.
如果我可以主動一點, 愛我的那個他可能會守候在我身邊長一點.
如果我可以瘦一點, 喜歡我的男孩可能會比較多一點.
如果我可以聰明一點, 老師們可能會喜歡我多一點.
如果我可以活潑一點, 同事們可能會想和我一起多一點.
如果我可以自私一點, 這可能會對我自己好一點.
可是, 如果我做到以上每一點, 那個還會是我嗎?
選擇了忠於自己, 卻同時失去了親情, 友情和愛情.
who is the one u love? who is the one loving u?
ReplyDeletehaha...really talking about long long time ago la. Too many stories and too many people involved. The reason for me to mention it again is just becoz I have been reviewing my life and I feel so sad. Then I met my "puppy love" again on FB (well....not Bro Hang la, far before I know bro Hang) and he changed a lot. Just totally not the person I met before and not handsome anymore (well, you know, I only date with handsome guy)
ReplyDeleteI have so many "The one I loved" and “The one who loved me” in my life ga wo~~just share the most recent one with u la~
"The one I loved" is almost 5 years ago. We had sweet time but we still have to separate. My story is very similar to the song I share before here - 生命的插曲
, so I am not going to repeat it again.
“The one who loved me” is a guy I met last year. I was so passive in this relationship and now I lost him. I didn’t realise that he is so important in my life until he left.
Haha…you already know too much. I don’t easily share this kind of thing with anybody. So you should feel lucky and, don’t tell anyone that! Otherwise I will make a nuclear bomb and kill you ga~
It is so true.
ReplyDeleteI wish I can do more to make people happier or like me more or a better person... but I just wasn't born with those qualities... feel so helpless...
From Bible:
7:18 我 也 知 道 、 在 我 裡 頭 、 就 是 我 肉 體 之 中 、 沒 有 良 善 ． 因 為 立 志 為 善 由 得 我 、 只 是 行 出 來 由 不 得 我 。
7:19 故 此 、 我 所 願 意 的 善 、 我 反 不 作 ． 我 所 不 願 意 的 惡 、 我 倒 去 作 。
Romans 7: 18-19